TOAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...fucking ryan and peewee!



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I'm now in 14 CLUBS!!!:

I was annoying a male friend of mine and then he wasn't telling me something! so I threatened him with a really good nickname in my apinion! I don't know why he didn't like "lil' baby teddy lumpy kins"!!!!!!!!! I mean it's just so cute!!!

well now it's time for the news of the rare updates!!!
I'm now in college! I'm going to santa barbara city college!!!
I'm single!!!! I'm realizing that I'm bi and it's very interesting!!!!
um.... I love everybody!!!
and good night

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I'm now in 14 CLUBS!!!:

I just sucessufuly hide 5 blow up toys under my dress!!! because at grad. you sit for like 3 hrs. and do nothing so ppl. started bringing a couple toys to play with but the school ppl. baned it so ppl. now smuggle toys in A new Tradition!!!!
I can't wait!!!!!
I love you guys and goodf luck to everybody who is graduating this yr.!!!! Go Class Of 2006!!!!!


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I'm now in 14 CLUBS!!!:

today my best friend in the whole world, that I have known for like 14 years, well it's her b-day!!! she is 18 today, I really wanted to say happy b-day to her face to face but she skiped the last period of school and ditched me and some of her other friends to go have lunch with some other friends because one of them said they wanted to take her out to lunch. it wasn't even 12 yet it was like 10:30 when they left. so I haven't seen her all day and I'm really hurt and I really don't want to talk to her. I'm tiered of being forgotten. I'm tiered of being the last to know, the last to be thought of when everybody is buying gifts, the last to be asked to do something or just to hang out,the last to get all the anime and music that gets passed around in our group, the last to..... I always make time for everybody, if they want time with me, I never forget anybody, I atualy think about what I get ppl, if I do do stuff outside my house I try to get other ppl to come with me, I'm kind to everyone!!!! I know my friends still like me it's just I feel left out all the time, never part of the group and I'm sick of it!


thank you for listening
good night

well, the guy that I talked about is now a really good friend
the hole thing with him was we really only had a lust for each other
and we got all cot up in the moment, so now we've sorted every thing out and desided to be friends!
and now I have a boyfriend named Sam!!!!
I love him soooooo much!!!
He is soooo sweet
and the only reason I really don't up date is because I hate typing it on the computer!


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I'm now in 14 CLUBS!!!: